Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Shame on ME!

I am a serial blogger- like in that- random not so often - kind of way. One day I am blogging all over the place, next day vanished.. No sign, no trace... Not even worthy of a CSI episode I blog when I remember it's good for business and for anyone willing to read it. Then I spot something shiny and I am off again new things. I want to be a finisher and for many things I am, blogging not so much. I hope to make this a better year for blogging but for now, please forgive me.

So far this year has been awesome. I have a new team with four great team members. Real fitness for life, my corporate consulting company is growing and the Telephone Fitness Trainer is sailing on it's own, new life. I have had a few set backs but all very important for learning and doing a better job.

My son has a seizure and that put things into perspective. He had never had one before and it scared me to death. Never prayed God would trade my life for his, close my eyes and hope he took me, that day I did. Sounds dramatic but it felt very real. After and EEG and a few weeks of normal I think I have a new perspective on the well known fact that life is fleeting. I consider that the best gift of the year, a chance to be reminded in a not so permanent way that life is short.


I hope this is how I find you doing- taking in the things that matter and throwing away the things that keep you from being free. I don't mean in a "no responsibility" kind of way, I mean in that "really does it matter if you hold the pillow under your chin when you put on a pillow case kind of way or shove the pillow in one end." I know seems silly but it can get to us.

Today I worked legs and I am tired. I am not training for a competition in the near future but I feel like why not act like I am and not give up on dreams even if they have to be put on hold.  I love life and I feel blessed. I hope this random post to say, shame on me, helps you.
Enjoy